Synopsis:

Who are you when it doesn’t make sense. When there is no reasoning. When the bad guys win over and over again. When there is no pretty lesson to sum up the tumultuous journey. When the childhood abuse didn’t mean anything bc your parent got sober so let’s just forget about it. When the r*pist didn’t go to prison because he plays football and his family knows the sheriff. When the man you thought you loved bought you a ring, but then cheated on you and got married to that woman within the same year. When the dream you had was actually a nightmare that you never saw coming.

Have you tried all of the things? Moving out of your parents house, getting therapy to forget the way he held you down, going celibate after that abusive ex, letting go of the one thing you love because it’s ‘what’s best for now’. Escape. Resilience. Regaining your power. Then losing it all. Over and over again.

This song is a representation of naive hopeFULness that soured into hopeLESSness. It is not an answer. It is the question.